At the end of this month, August 30th, the bf and I will hit our three year mark. Honestly I can't believe it. If you would have approached me in High school and told me that I would find a man who would love me whole-heartedly for who I am, flaws and all, someone I could be goofy around who would still always find me sexy not just cute, someone I would love so very much that I'd reach a point where my heart would actually yearn for him whenever he wasn't around, I would have figured you were mental. Never the less that is exactly the case here. We have had our issues and our fights but through it all we have stuck together, hashing it all out and working through to patch things that needed fixing or alter things that needed changing. We have stood side by side knowing in our hearts that the only one we truly wanted to be with was one another. This man is the one I choose and will always choose to be with, to grow with, to love for eternity. I can honestly say I have never been in love with anyone the way I am with the bf.
He is my heart and soul. My rock. He keeps me sane and is quite a saint for being able to tolerate me and my antics. He is the only one I wish to spend my life with. I used to have a saying, "You won't feel the other half of my heartbeat. I'm incomplete." I can finally say I have found the one who negates that. Who complements me, who makes me better and stronger. He makes me want to be a better person, to accomplish all I can. He inspires me and fills me with passion.
I love him more then I could ever put into words. I find myself wishing to start our future together but I can't help but want to slow the present so it can continue this way. Every moment I spend with him making every moment previous more precious. I love him so very much and though I find it hard to articulate quite the extent of it I will say this, He makes me truly happy.
"Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same." Emily Bronte
"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you." Roy Croft
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