It's funny how you could know someone your whole life and not know them at all. My sister is 3 years older then me. She's stuck in life...but thats not at all what this is about. I'm 25, grew up with my sister every day of my life. She didn't go away to college, I did. So that was about the only real span of time we were away from one another. All those years and I can honestly say with every fiber of my being that I know absolutely nothing about her...well maybe nothing is too strong a word. I do know some things, what she's into, what she likes, about how much she spends, how much she lies. However when it comes to the important stuff she makes damn sure to keep me out of it. I don't know if she's had a boyfriend ever, or a girlfriend for that matter. Don't know what she wants in life, what she aspires to be. I don't know her friends, don't know what she does when she leaves the house. Her life is a mystery to me. Her true person a locked box I don't have the key to. She tells my 19 year old cousin more about herself then she does me. It's funny because as a younger sibling you are supposed to admire your older sibling and me? I can't help but want to be anything but her. She doesn't respect me as a sister, barely wants me as one.
We got into the most intense fight ever tonight. I poured my heart out to her...and want to know her response? She corrected me in my argumentative skills. And i'm sure if she were reading this she'd have tons to say about my grammar and spelling. Gotta love it. I'm just done.
I'm giving up on caring because she obviously doesn't give a damn. So, why should I?
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
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