Selena Gomez has this new song called Who Says. Yes I do very much enjoy Selena Gomez, acting, singing, otherwise. Every time I hear this song I want to cry. She sings "Who says you're not perfect, who says you're not worth it, who says you're the only one that's hurting."
And all I can think is well me. I'm the one who takes all the crap I heard in my past and tells myself I'm not worth it, I'm not attractive, I don't deserve things. I don't feel I have anything to offer quite frankly and I'm sick and tired of thinking like that.
I don't even believe the Boyfriend when he says I'm beautiful, he loves me, he'll never leave me. I'm always waiting for the better thing to walk in front of him and take him away.
That's no way to think. It makes me nervous whenever he's with other girls, makes me doubt our relationship, keeps me down and I hate it. I want to say that I wish I was no one else. That I absolutely love me for me exactly as I am, flaws and all.
If the bf can love me despite and because of all of that why can't I? I want to do everything and anything in my power to make me feel better in my own skin. Honestly if I keep this up I'll only manage to push him away. I have to trust that I'm worth it because to me, he's beyond worth it.
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